Wednesday, January 26, 2005

politics, music and clothing

Today has been pretty relaxing, not a whole lot going on. I went to Starbucks, not for coffee for myself, but seeking donations for my brother Bill, who is stationed in Kirkuk. My mom sent him some for Christmas, but it's run out. He said it really boosted the morale of him and 'the guys' when they had it, and he's hoping to get more. I called Starbucks and learned that they cannot donate to individuals as they've got mass donation stuff going on. But, the person on the phone suggested I ask "partners" (Starbucks employees) if they would like to donate their free weekly pound. So, I left a note asking if anyone would like to do this. I hope some comes through. His birthday is coming up in under four weeks and I want to send a care package. I burned some cds for him today to include in the package - Talking Heads (Stop Making Sense); Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers (Best of); Modest Mouse (The Moon and Antarctica and some tracks from Good News For People Who Love Bad News); Johnny Cash (a full cd of mixed stuff); Willie Nelson (greatest hits); and The Police (Best of). I think he'll like these.

I still can't believe he's actually there. Over the past few years, we haven't been really all that close, but it's interesting what war can do to a family. I am so concerned for his well-being. Although I like to stay optimistic that he will return, even that return will undeniably bring trials. He will likely be a very changed person, likely having witnessed murder, death, desperation. I worry he won't be able to handle it. I just want this whole stupid war STOPPED and our soldiers brought home! Bill does not support the war, and does not like or trust Bush one ounce. Neither do I, never have, even before this war started. I am still dumfounded by his re-election! It's scary to think of what else he can get away with in four years. How can he sleep at night? How can he consciously do the things he does and not feel a morsel of remorse, sadness, sorrow? Is he human? I think not.

I have successfully enjoyed my two full days off this week. Today and yesterday I did not have class or work! I had my own schedule, caught up on sleep and emails and lazy time and I feel ready for the busy weekend ahead. I feel ready for anything - well, almost anything.

Today I wore a light blue sweater, black jeans and reddish/maroon sneakers (that I bought yesterday.) I am trying to get used to wearing more than one or two colors. Usually I wear just black or black with another color (usually grey or red.) Anyway, it was fun, and I am proud of myself! Now I need to gear up for getting back into my workout - the gym work out and pilates at home. Need to really take care of myself. Speaking of which, I will be making an appointment hopefully tomorrow for the rheumatologist, and hopefully I will figure out what's going on.

I am going to watch American Idol tonight. I am a goof!

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